OK, so I forgot what day I'm on. I haven't messed up though. I've exercised each day. I've tracked my food each day. I've stayed OP each and every stinkin day. So, why, when I snuck a peek at the scale today did it show a gain? What the hell is up with that?
Tomorrow is my weigh in day. I'm not holding out hopes. It's so freaking frustrating to do everything right and show a gain. I never thought it was possible. I always heard people say 'I was really good but I gained'. I thought they were lying. At the very least, I thought they were fooling themselves. You know the kind...oh I put creamer in my coffee but I don't count it. Oh I added barley to my soup but I didn't count it. Oh I crushed up 2 packages of Oreo's into my sugar free pudding but that doesn't count! Helloooooo just because you don't count it doesn't mean it doesn't count. Well, I counted.
I'm going to go to bed now and dream of a .2 loss for tomorrow. Whatever happens I'll keep on for another week. Maybe my body is adjusting to exercise. Maybe it's in shock. Maybe a miracle will happen and I'll lose 4 pounds over night.
Where the hell is that Pixie dust when I need it????
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